Broken -_-'

I just can't spell it out.
How you're all I think about.
Can't find the words to tell you.
That I do want to have you.


What am I compared to her?
I know that you do love her.
I don't even know her name.
But to your life, she got fame.


She's gone but not in your heart.
And it tore my heart apart.
I just don't know what to do.
Can't find the words to tell you.


To your life I'm just a friend.
And it just gives my heart pain.
I can no longer pretend.
You're the reason why I'm in vain

Do You Know?

Do you know what your smile does to me?
Do you know what I see when I look in your eyes?
Do you know the thought that keeps me up at night?
Well, I'll tell you.
Your smile takes me captive, brings me far away,
it's a place quite wonderful, if only I could stay.
It allows me to believe, to imagine, and cry,
YOU, you're far greater than meets the eye.
When I look into your eyes I see sunrise,
the new start of life, only beginning, never a demise.
I hold your gaze for longer than I should,
but I'd hold it much longer if ever I could.
That pesky thought that keeps me up at night?
It's glowing and alive and yearns to burn bright.
It's your hand tracing mine, subtle and slow,
so now you know.

Eyes?

Aku ini yang terdiam, terdiam di ujung kamar. Bukan kebiasaanku terus memojok, karena seketika aku menoleh, maka puluhan wajah akan menatap ke arahku, menyapaku dengan senyuman khas masing-masing mereka. Tapi, sungguh jarang ada yang menatap persis kedalam mataku. Tempat sesungguhnya dimana aku berada. Aku hidup didalam mataku.
Aku sebenarnya ada disana, meskipun banyak orang mengira aku adalah aku yang sebenarnya.
Aku bagaikan serpihan atom yang sulit dilihat. Beginilah aku yang seketika berubah menjadi diam, senang, sedih.
Jangan pernah berusaha menatap dalam mataku jika kamu belum siap.
Karena aku bukan yang seperti kalian kira.
Aku secuil hina yang berusaha hidup dalam kasih sayangNYA.

Longdistance :*

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